Precious experience...

第一次去印度... 由尼泊爾過印度邊境時開始咳...

在Darjeerling一個星期... 發燒及咳...

直至返回尼泊爾...

第二次去印度... 參加在Orissa的Women Theatre Festival...

只是腸胃有點不適... 但基本上問題不大...

第三次去印度... 在Bangalore做培訓... 即2天前...

身體狀態很好... 完全沒事... 

培訓前... 很多憂慮... 擔心語言問題... 及文化差異...

我真的不知道... 在我面前的參加者... 到底會是什麼模樣...

有什麼反應... 太多太多的不確定因素讓我擔憂...

但... 我想... 來到Bangalore做培訓... 是不少的緣份... 

於是... 我提醒自己... just embrace and experience what happens to me... 

也打最壞的打算... this might be the worst BCT I've ever done in my life =P

唔... 還有什麼需要擔心... =p

結果呢... I would say this is the most energetic and passionate group I've ever seen in BCT...

We played the magic together... 

Somehow, I have to admit that I've been a bit "detached" from the organisation since I've left as a toxics campaigner.  But they connected me back to the organisation.  And their feedbacks touched me deeply.  One participant said she found hope again with the organisation.

It's a bit chaotic during discussion.  Everyone wanted to speak at the same time.  I tried to "maintain order" at the beginning but it became chaotic again within 1-2 minutes.  I was a bit "strugggled" of whether to intervene or not and how to maintain the balance between respecting the local culture and their own rhythm and maintaining an "effective" discussion in my perspective.  It's such a great  learning to me as a facilitator.

能有這樣的經驗... what else can I ask for more?